Why do I always have to be the one to call. Maybe you should call me for once, show you care.
Just a thought
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Sunday, March 20, 2011
This is for you>
Hi Gytha.
Gytha Chapman. Gyth. Ginger snap. Spruce grouse. Pine needle. Geebs. GEWBS <3 :D
Anyway you wanted me to post so here it is. Idk what to talk about. Tonight was fun my love ;)
So I greatly like this new song called Lanterns, by Rise Against. It's very catchy, and it's off their new album Endgame.
What am I thinking of right this moment? Getting my G1 drivers license. Yeah, I'm old enough but I don't think my parents trust me enough/think im mature enough. Kinda pisses me off.
Career options? If I got the marks, my ideal career option would most likely to be an air force/commercial pilot, but theres also the option of being infantry in the Canadian Forces. Theres just something about it that is very attracting to me, and I would absolutely love to take part (even though my dad really doens't want it) I would love to just be apart and be posted to the 2nd Royal Canadian Regiment (2 RCR) in Gagetown, New brunswick. That would be very nice. If I stayed in the military as a soldier long enough, I would most likely apply for CSOR (Canadian Special Operations Regiment) or JTF 2 (Joint Task Force 2) both very prestigious units and have a lot of honour within the military community. I also wouldn't mind becoming an armoured officer, and for those who don't know what that means, its the officer in charge of a squadron of tanks/light armoured vehicles (LAV's)
It beats having to walk everywhere while in the infantry xD but really thats not a huge problem to me
So im going to europe in the summer, at the same time as my love <3
I am generally excited because we are flying into Merceilles, which is in the mediterranean. Very nice.
The only thing i'm not to pleased about is I have to fly over in a frikin Airbus a310!
It's small. I wanted something bigger like a Boeing 777-200 or atleast an a330. but NO. I get the a310. It's old. The wings will probably fall off while over the atlantic ocean :( (just kidding my love)
The only other big plane ride-worthy trip I may be taking this summer would be to go to BC for a few days. Fun
Gytha.
I love you so much my sweet little ginger snap. You just told me you are sick and i wish i could be there for you :( Tonight was amazing :)
Be happy my love Im here for you <3 <3
I love you so much <3
Gytha Chapman. Gyth. Ginger snap. Spruce grouse. Pine needle. Geebs. GEWBS <3 :D
Anyway you wanted me to post so here it is. Idk what to talk about. Tonight was fun my love ;)
So I greatly like this new song called Lanterns, by Rise Against. It's very catchy, and it's off their new album Endgame.
What am I thinking of right this moment? Getting my G1 drivers license. Yeah, I'm old enough but I don't think my parents trust me enough/think im mature enough. Kinda pisses me off.
Career options? If I got the marks, my ideal career option would most likely to be an air force/commercial pilot, but theres also the option of being infantry in the Canadian Forces. Theres just something about it that is very attracting to me, and I would absolutely love to take part (even though my dad really doens't want it) I would love to just be apart and be posted to the 2nd Royal Canadian Regiment (2 RCR) in Gagetown, New brunswick. That would be very nice. If I stayed in the military as a soldier long enough, I would most likely apply for CSOR (Canadian Special Operations Regiment) or JTF 2 (Joint Task Force 2) both very prestigious units and have a lot of honour within the military community. I also wouldn't mind becoming an armoured officer, and for those who don't know what that means, its the officer in charge of a squadron of tanks/light armoured vehicles (LAV's)
It beats having to walk everywhere while in the infantry xD but really thats not a huge problem to me
So im going to europe in the summer, at the same time as my love <3
I am generally excited because we are flying into Merceilles, which is in the mediterranean. Very nice.
The only thing i'm not to pleased about is I have to fly over in a frikin Airbus a310!
It's small. I wanted something bigger like a Boeing 777-200 or atleast an a330. but NO. I get the a310. It's old. The wings will probably fall off while over the atlantic ocean :( (just kidding my love)
The only other big plane ride-worthy trip I may be taking this summer would be to go to BC for a few days. Fun
Gytha.
I love you so much my sweet little ginger snap. You just told me you are sick and i wish i could be there for you :( Tonight was amazing :)
Be happy my love Im here for you <3 <3
I love you so much <3
Monday, January 3, 2011
so.. God bless us everyone?
Im still hurt about the post. Most notably more than anything the stuff about 'felicity and 'talliea'
queer fucking names if you ask me.
God i hate it so much.
I would be happy if i never heard of her again. I never do.
It makes me feel so bad that i proved one of those fucking stupid pricks right. They dont know me. That motherfucking bitch doesn't know anything about me, and it can fucking die for all I care.
As for its bf.
personally, I dont really hate the guy
I have a problem with what hes done.
Hes threatened my baby, and said mean things to her
And of course, called me on.
Seriously?
Hes so full of himself, all 4 ft of him.
He should learn who hes picking a fight with before he does.
Go for it buddy, see what happens ; ) I cant wait
To my love,
Ive always been here for you. Even when you are told by your mind the opposite,
ive been here. I always will be.
Thats why your blog post bothers me. It's not true. I didnt leave you. We wouldnt be talking as I write this if i did.
Nothing bugs me more than referencing me to the fucking dirty disgusting slut.
That shot hit my square on : (
I hope you dont wish you could take it back. I really enjoy being with you , my love <3
I really love you, always will. You make me happier every second a hundred times more than the previous <3
I love you,
My spruce grouse, pine needle, and every other name ive ever called you <3
I
Love
You
<3
queer fucking names if you ask me.
God i hate it so much.
I would be happy if i never heard of her again. I never do.
It makes me feel so bad that i proved one of those fucking stupid pricks right. They dont know me. That motherfucking bitch doesn't know anything about me, and it can fucking die for all I care.
As for its bf.
personally, I dont really hate the guy
I have a problem with what hes done.
Hes threatened my baby, and said mean things to her
And of course, called me on.
Seriously?
Hes so full of himself, all 4 ft of him.
He should learn who hes picking a fight with before he does.
Go for it buddy, see what happens ; ) I cant wait
To my love,
Ive always been here for you. Even when you are told by your mind the opposite,
ive been here. I always will be.
Thats why your blog post bothers me. It's not true. I didnt leave you. We wouldnt be talking as I write this if i did.
Nothing bugs me more than referencing me to the fucking dirty disgusting slut.
That shot hit my square on : (
I hope you dont wish you could take it back. I really enjoy being with you , my love <3
I really love you, always will. You make me happier every second a hundred times more than the previous <3
I love you,
My spruce grouse, pine needle, and every other name ive ever called you <3
I
Love
You
<3
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Control! Alt-Delete it!
Well.
I don't know what to do. I know I want to be with her.
For a long time.
We had all these aspirations to be together when were older. Now it's all fading away :(
I don't want it too. But it is. I can't stop it. Im not the boyfriend she thought I would be :'(
And that hurts, but its true. Disappointing every person I meet in a different way. The one person I didn't want to hurt in the world, and I completely ruin our future. We had so many goals. But now I feel like they are gone.
You know what I feel ?
I will tell you exactly what I feel.
I feel like she doesn't like me much anymore and the only reason I haven't been dumped is because she doesn't want to hurt me. I don't want it to be like that. Because I still love you. And I dont want to be lead on. If you don't like me anymore, please dump me. I dont want to be with someone who doesn't love me anymore.
Enough said.
I just simply hate myself for what I do and what I do to others. Thats the only thing I feel right now. Self hatred. Self distaste. I am really not liking life very much at the moment. As quoted from one of my favourite songs, "If I could change I would"
That's so true. I would change so much. I would change my personality for one. I would change so much about myself.
Sometimes I think about what it would be like without her, and never being able to have her again. I would be empty. Lost. All time low.
I would probably just end up joining the army and being a soldier, because the only thing from stopping me from doing that is because I could possibly die (which I dont mind) and I wouldn't want to leave her, for her benefit and my own. If I didn't have her, that's where I would be headed. Probably being shot or blown up.
I would never commit suicide. It's a waste of a life. Like mentioned above, I would just join the the canadian army and get sent to Afghanistan. Hell, do something good for once. My ideal way to die.
Bottom line, I really want our relationship to work. Really really bad. If your not happy with our relationship, you dont want to be together forever, you dont love me anymore, please. Dump me. As horrible as it sounds. Please don't lead me on.
Thank you.
relationship status: Nothing can stop us or slow us down? A lot can slow us down, but I hope nothing can stop us <3
I don't know what to do. I know I want to be with her.
For a long time.
We had all these aspirations to be together when were older. Now it's all fading away :(
I don't want it too. But it is. I can't stop it. Im not the boyfriend she thought I would be :'(
And that hurts, but its true. Disappointing every person I meet in a different way. The one person I didn't want to hurt in the world, and I completely ruin our future. We had so many goals. But now I feel like they are gone.
You know what I feel ?
I will tell you exactly what I feel.
I feel like she doesn't like me much anymore and the only reason I haven't been dumped is because she doesn't want to hurt me. I don't want it to be like that. Because I still love you. And I dont want to be lead on. If you don't like me anymore, please dump me. I dont want to be with someone who doesn't love me anymore.
Enough said.
I just simply hate myself for what I do and what I do to others. Thats the only thing I feel right now. Self hatred. Self distaste. I am really not liking life very much at the moment. As quoted from one of my favourite songs, "If I could change I would"
That's so true. I would change so much. I would change my personality for one. I would change so much about myself.
Sometimes I think about what it would be like without her, and never being able to have her again. I would be empty. Lost. All time low.
I would probably just end up joining the army and being a soldier, because the only thing from stopping me from doing that is because I could possibly die (which I dont mind) and I wouldn't want to leave her, for her benefit and my own. If I didn't have her, that's where I would be headed. Probably being shot or blown up.
I would never commit suicide. It's a waste of a life. Like mentioned above, I would just join the the canadian army and get sent to Afghanistan. Hell, do something good for once. My ideal way to die.
Bottom line, I really want our relationship to work. Really really bad. If your not happy with our relationship, you dont want to be together forever, you dont love me anymore, please. Dump me. As horrible as it sounds. Please don't lead me on.
Thank you.
relationship status: Nothing can stop us or slow us down? A lot can slow us down, but I hope nothing can stop us <3
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Not something hard to see
I love you
I love you so so so so much
omg. I cant be without you </3
Any time you thought I wanted to take FUCKING GOD DAMN BREAK i didnt mean it
ive never thought about dumping you.
FUCK I HATE MYSELF :'( :'( :'(
its.all.my.fault </3 !!!!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :'(
I love you so so so so much
omg. I cant be without you </3
Any time you thought I wanted to take FUCKING GOD DAMN BREAK i didnt mean it
ive never thought about dumping you.
FUCK I HATE MYSELF :'( :'( :'(
its.all.my.fault </3 !!!!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :'(
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